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- Brain DumpMy brain is full and the same things just keep playing in my head…so gonna put them all here and see if they stop. (I’m okay, really. Just a brain…
- DrowningDrowning in the darkness in my mind. So weary from struggling. I can only take so much. I’ve been damaged from the beginning. Brainwashed into believing in a god that’s…
- Ramble OnI hate asking my family for help, like HATE. I feel like “the baby” of the family who got “everything handed to her”, and (allegedly had it so much easier…
- TLDR; Play Time is Vital and We All Deserve ItI took that quote to heart over the past week, and celebrated me, myself, and I for 9 days. I took off work, didn’t schedule any appointments, and made no…
- My Tween Thinks I’m CoolWhen I was 13/14 and swimsuit shopping with my mom, it was STRESSFUL. Being an evangelical, the restrictions were many and I couldn’t get the latest fashions because they were…
- GrowthTonight I want a partner to hold me in bed, to tell me that I’m not alone in *waves hands around* all of this. I “want”. Not I “need”. Wow,…
- Forgiving MyselfI’ve been listening to a podcast lately called Something Was Wrong, about recovering from emotional abuse; and the first season’s relationship is so similar to my relationship and marriage. There…
- Awkward “Newbie” Queer Coming ThroughI think I’m done with cis-men…like I’m 95% sure that I don’t want to ever date one again. When I envision my future, I don’t necessarily see a cis-man in…
- Narcissists Gonna Narc…or something like thatIt’s Mother’s Day weekend. I *just* made it through a round of layoffs at work. Kids’ mental states & my mental state are pretty stable. Things are okay-ish. The hearing…
- Another Depressing Post Because My Life Is A Dumpster Fire Right Now and I’m Barely Coping*Title in homage to Samantha Irby and her chapter titles (if you read this, I adore you) I’m in the middle of a massive fibromyalgia flare, which isn’t surprising given…
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Deconstructed Yoga Mom 